Hey girls, i havent been on here since sunday!!! i have had a terrible week!
and more
On sunday evenin i started gettin really bad pains, so bout 4hours later i rang the out of hours doc and he told me he thought it was a kidney infection and to come see him so i went uo and he took one look at me and told me to go straight to casulty! so went there and within an hour i was seen by the triage nurse and sent up to gynae for an early pregnancy scan! I was just over 6weeks pregnant, in sooo much pain, but no bleeding at all so i still kinda thought it was a kidney infection! the doc came and done an internal scna and after a loooooooonnnnnnggg 10mins she told me she couldnt see any sign of a pregnancy in my womb, she went and got another doc and he did 2 internal scans and an internal examination, then told me the same thing, there was nothing there!! he took blood to check my hcg levels and told me to come back in 48hours to get more done and explained that they should double but that they are worried that it might be an ectopic pregnancy! so as i stood up of the beed i fainted, with high blood pressure they kept me in hospital over night and put me on a drip! at 5am the doc came and told me that my hcg levels wer 386, so ther was a def pregnancy there, so there was 3 options 1) i was earlier than i thot and that wud make sense as to y the pregnancy wasnt showin up on screen and low hcg levels, 2)it was an ectopic pregnancy and they wud no that wen my 2nd set of results came or 3) i had miscarried! so anyway, got out on monday even, went back for my bloods on tuesday night then waitin nervously all day wednesday for results, they eventually rang me to tell me my hcg levels had DROPPED!!! it was a failed pregnancy, but they wanted me to come back thursday night for more bloods just to rule out ectopic, i went back got the results 2day and they told me they wer still falling, but not very quickly but that they thought it wasnt an ectopic, it was a failed pregnancy! so all i have to do now is wait till next friday and do a pregnancy test at home then ring them with the result! and i am still not bleeding properly, only a slight bi of brown spotting!!!
i am devasted girls, cant believe this has happened!!!
dont no how to pick myself up or how to stop cryin!!
anybody any advice???
sorry this post is sooo long, i just needed to vent so badly!!!
's on it!
Its nice that the name has changed to gassy girls instead of a specific testing period of time, it makes it open to anyone. I think thats what makes this thread so good, there are women at all different stages of TTC sharing experiences and knowledge. If another thread starts for Nov I'll prob join in but I think I'll be back on here everyday for general info about how gassy everyone is feeling 
) I haven't even got dressed yet!! Its 3pm!! I am on the couch feeling whacked and considering an hour in bed. I wonder whether it is a result of taking clomid. I used to ov very late and my progestrone levels were always very low even after ov so I wonder whether the fact I am ovulating earlier and getting higher progrestrone levels too is just making me feel all funny!
He has been doing loads of DIY around the house while I have been sitting on the couch drinking tea 
Trying to convince him that its a good idea if we go for a walk into the town to get a curry for dinner and then walk back....I am failing so far!!! I just can't be bothered cooking and think the walk will do me good. I wonder how he will cope if we ever do get a 
I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
