I know what you mean, I needed to know as I was driving myself crazy, but I didn't want to know because while I didn't know I could hope. But I'm the end I decided it was better to know so I could process that it was another boy while still pregnant. I didn't want to spend 9 months hoping and then possibly crash when they said boy. In the end I don't think it would have mattered though. I won't be finding out next time because I want to experience a 'surprise' but I'll be fully expecting boy anyway next time lol