honestly what motherofboys posted yesterday truly helped me. no matter what this bean is i think i will be ok. when she was talking about how it's the relationship you have your your LO's that matter, she's right.
I'm trying to focus on that now, and whatever ends up happening will be ok. I would be lying to myself and everyone else if I said I wasn't hoping for a girl, but I think it's ok to hope for that so long as you know it's only a 50/50 shot!
I just want to be the best mom I can be.