I have to vent today. I'm in a complicated situation. I got pregnant and had my MC in the UK, however, I'm American, and going back home in 2 days. The MC couldn't have happened at a worse time. I MC'd almost 2 weeks ago, took misoprostol. Had the worst pain in my life. Contractions and felt like shit. Thought a pill would be better than a d&c, I was terrified of the idea of a d&c.
Go in today for a followup appt since they wanted to check on me before I left to the US (ordinarily they would've done a US next week). I was told today there is excess tissue and I'll need a d&c anyway. Because this was such short notice and I was really scared I opted out of a d&c for now.
I'm angry, frustrated, bitter and scared. I didn't want a d&c but I have to get one anyway. I didn't want to get one with it being such short notice, plus we're going to be doing a lot of traveling. Now I'll have to end up paying for the procedure and I start work next week, so how do I fit all this in with work?
This is the worst case scenario, what the hell. The only way it will get worse is if I get an infection. I'm furious. I don't even give a shit about having a baby right now, I'm too concerned about the money involved, my work and my health.
I have to vent today. I'm in a complicated situation. I got pregnant and had my MC in the UK, however, I'm American, and going back home in 2 days. The MC couldn't have happened at a worse time. I MC'd almost 2 weeks ago, took misoprostol. Had the worst pain in my life. Contractions and felt like shit. Thought a pill would be better than a d&c, I was terrified of the idea of a d&c.
Go in today for a followup appt since they wanted to check on me before I left to the US (ordinarily they would've done a US next week). I was told today there is excess tissue and I'll need a d&c anyway. Because this was such short notice and I was really scared I opted out of a d&c for now.
I'm angry, frustrated, bitter and scared. I didn't want a d&c but I have to get one anyway. I didn't want to get one with it being such short notice, plus we're going to be doing a lot of traveling. Now I'll have to end up paying for the procedure and I start work next week, so how do I fit all this in with work?
This is the worst case scenario, what the hell. The only way it will get worse is if I get an infection. I'm furious. I don't even give a shit about having a baby right now, I'm too concerned about the money involved, my work and my health.