Bambola
Pregnant with #1
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Hi everyone..
So for the last 48 hours I was CERTAIN i was out - like i cried and i screamed and i was devastated.. this was because I got the 'beginning' of my af which is always in the form of (tmi ahead) glugy cm with dark brown tinge... I got this (a tiny bit) and was certain that my af was to come...
Because I am a nut job - despite this, i tested this morning at 11dpo. I knew it would be negative but then.... i actually got a BFP... Oh my God - I am in shock... I have not told ANYONE yet - will not tell hubby till 14 or 15dpo because anything can happen.. I am so scared after my last mc...
I feel like I cant tell anyone because I am so frightened something will go wrong...
So for the last 48 hours I was CERTAIN i was out - like i cried and i screamed and i was devastated.. this was because I got the 'beginning' of my af which is always in the form of (tmi ahead) glugy cm with dark brown tinge... I got this (a tiny bit) and was certain that my af was to come...
Because I am a nut job - despite this, i tested this morning at 11dpo. I knew it would be negative but then.... i actually got a BFP... Oh my God - I am in shock... I have not told ANYONE yet - will not tell hubby till 14 or 15dpo because anything can happen.. I am so scared after my last mc...
I feel like I cant tell anyone because I am so frightened something will go wrong...