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[Angel wings13]

FT Mommy this has got to be your month! Positive thoughts going your way!


I think I'm crazier than I should be for only being 4 and a half weeks. I was driving home from work today and almost had a panic attack thinking that I wasn't preg anymore. I kept thinking about how I don't have any symptoms and I starting freakingout. Had to drive to Walgreens for a FRER and took it the second in got home, pretty much kicking my poor dogs out of my way. Super dark, just the assurance I needed. And then I realized that maybe the super crazy break down in the car was a symptom after all.. How ironic?!?

Nut Hut City!!

Trust me I'm the same way lol! I feel like I'm pregnant for the first time!

Probably cuz it's the first time ttc

I wasn't nervous at all for my boys, and now I can't stay off
The internet, googling this and that.
It's ridiculous. I get easily stressed out and keep crying.

I switched my shift today for Thursday cuz the thought of even going to work for the 5th day in a row (I realize that's a normal work schedule lol) was enough to make me want to just quit. For me I think it's leftover anxiety about my last MC plus hormones.

I found some site about chances if MC based in how many pregnancies, live births, MC's,etc....

I actually fell in a pretty good bracket. More than one live birth but with one or more losses only Carries an "overall" risk of 13%

That risk goes to less than 3 % after hb is seen ....

Also, a lot of specialists don't really consider chemicals an actual MC.

My u/s can't get here fast enough!

I know I'm going to cry. Probably right away, before they even start cuz I'll be so nervous.

I'm tearing up now thinking about it.

Just really praying they see that hb and that it's good and strong.

If I here that the results are "undecided" I think I'll lose my mind. That's how the roller coaster started last time. I better hear "you're measuring 7 1/2 weeks, and the hb is great" so when the tears come they will be happy tears.

Lol quit searching stuff! You will drive yourself crazy! Instead of a POAS addict you'll turn into a Search the Internet for Every Symptom (SIFES) addict !

I think I'm both!
I'm some sort of over analyzing nut case .

And I know stress releases hormones that are bad for the baby!

I just gotta stop!

If that crazy Kim Kardashian can do it than I sure as hell hope I can!

 

[Wugz22]

Haha, Kim Kardashian.

 

[confetti83]

Angel it is better if you try not to bd until the us. I kniw you worry loads and if yoy bleed a bit or cramp after sex you wil only worry more.

Wugz I was the same had no real preg symptoms so I kept testing to see those dark lines. Today at 16 weeks I thank God that I had none cause sone ladies really had a bad 1st tri.

Anake I think you are in the blue team!

 

[Nazz4]

Anake I think it's a girl! Just because they can't really "see anything" I guess lol.

And wugz I don't really have any symptoms either, all I got is peeing more and sore boobs/nips, and I'm a little hungrier. It worries me also because I'm thinking maybe if I don't have symptoms that means my hormones aren't high enough, but idk... I keep telling myself everything will be fine! Although I still check my underwear every time I go to the bathroom to see if I'm bleeding.

Last night I had a cute dream of our baby, it was a boy, and then I saw him as a teen and he looked pretty much just like OH except with dark brown hair. We both think it's going to be a boy, but part of me is secretly hoping it's a girl lol.

 

[Angel wings13]

Rose , I'm voting boy.

Can't wait till you find out!

Confetti- good point, plus it's my "instinct"at the moment...

Nazz, you're still early, few women will have EVERY symptom, some have almost none.

Add crying and bitchiness and we have the same symptoms almost!
Oh yeah I puked twice but mostly just get afternoon queasiness...

 

[Angel wings13]

I woke up this morning with only medium breast tenderness. Typically when I wake up it's the worst, so of course that worries me. I had some cramping last night too, but no blood not even a spec, but my stomach was gurgling a lot so maybe it was gas pain or something, cuz now it's back to that stretchy feeling, that's a good type of hurt, it feels "right" somehow.
Of course I've been touching my boobs to see if they hurt, and they are back to how they usually hurt throughout the day. Don't know why this morning it didn't hurt too much.
Sometimes I get a sudden burst of symptoms (headache, nausea, moody, etc) out if nowhere, I wonder if that's little bean putting out a new burst of hcg.

When my symptoms seem to mellow maybe that's my body b adjusting to the current level.

Considering how many times I've been pregnant, I guess it makes sense that I would be less likely to have a lot if symptoms. Idk. I haven't googled anything today YET so that's good.....

 

[Angel wings13]

Where the heck are all my nut hutter s at today?

 

[Wugz22]

Angel, my boobs pain hasn't been consistent at all. Sometimes nothing, sometimes super noticeable, sometimes only when I run them into something... never seems to match up with any time of day or activity. Just normal hormone stuff, DON'T WORRY!!!!!!!!! You're going to make me worry that mine don't have any consistency!!!

 

[FTMommy01]

oh my gosh you guys are hilarious. My boobs hurt and im only 4 DPO does that count?!?? hahaha symptom spotting at its finest. Really hope I can join you guys in the REAL symptoms soon, these next 12 days are going to go by sooo slowww!

 

[Wugz22]

You girls ever notice the randomness and awesomeness of the smilies available to us? Here are a few I wish I had more use for:

 

[Angel wings13]

You girls ever notice the randomness and awesomeness of the smilies available to us? Here are a few I wish I had more use for:

Lol, I saw the before, not the others! Love the

From my phone I have to remember the codes, the rare time I'm on the computer I do like looking at them, there are so many!

 

[Angel wings13]

Also just noticed the drool around her mouth

 

[Angel wings13]

oh my gosh you guys are hilarious. My boobs hurt and im only 4 DPO does that count?!?? hahaha symptom spotting at its finest. Really hope I can join you guys in the REAL symptoms soon, these next 12 days are going to go by sooo slowww!

I'd say it counts!
Seriously, after this last o, my boobs and nips were hurting like 3dpo and on....
Actually the nips have let off a bit, but my bb's in general feel bruised. I'm sorta puzzled that they don't seen to be getting bigger, yet my bras are tighter and regular bras look like push UPS, lol, but they are smashing them and pushing up at the same time. It's a weird look. Like from the side, it's like smashed boob, but from the front it looks like I taped my boobs up under neck ....

 

[Nazz4]

Haha this is my favorite bnb emote> I mean who the hell came up with a bouncing face with giant boobs. I don't think anybody has any use for this lol.

 

[Wugz22]

haha omg, totally pointless but totally awesome.

 

[confetti83]

Haha this is my favorite bnb emote> I mean who the hell came up with a bouncing face with giant boobs. I don't think anybody has any use for this lol.

is my fav also.
I really need to buy some bras the ones I have are torture. My hb is in shock whenever he sees my bbs.
He is just amazed by them lol!

 

[Wugz22]

How has it only been like, 4 days??? I am so ready for my first doctors appointment! This is as bad as the TWW... Scratch that, worse, since I can't have a tiny bit of wine to pass the time!

 

[Wugz22]

A nice article that pretty much addressed all of my greatest fears:

https://www.parents.com/pregnancy/complications/health-and-safety-issues/top-pregnancy-fears/

 

[Angel wings13]

I woke up today and when I peed, there was just a little tiny brownish cm when I wiped.
So now I'm freaking out. Bern crying for a couple hours.

Not really cramping, I do have a dull ache, but honestly think its constipation, as its been like 3 days since going again.

I'm really nervous but trying not to be.

Its too late to be IB . I know it can be old blood.

Just before waking up, again I had a very "intense" sex dream.

Last M/c started as brown spotting, but it was at work and I had been doing a lot plus I had on and off cramping. I don't have that type if cramping. I called the doc and left a message. I will probably just go to the ER tonight. They will do bloods, and ilk get the results quickly. I know they'll do a scan, but at 5 1/2 wks its so iffy on what they will see.

Fx this goes away....

I know light brown cm can be "normal", but sometimes its the start of something, I know this first hand.

 

[FTMommy01]

Good luck Angel, keep us updated!