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Well ladies - another cycle bites the dust. I just couldn't resist the urge this morning and POAS. I am 13 DPO so I figured I should be able to get a faint positive by now if I were preggers but instead I got a BFN. My temps are still elevated so I'm thinking AF may still be a few days away. It's such a bummer. I dunno what more to do - hubby and I were spot on and DTD up to and the day of ovulation. I think I'm not going to temp next cycle. It's all becoming too much and clearly it's not helping me get pregnant...just fueling my anxiety and obsession with TTC. I'm on month 7 and every month that passes just makes me more and more anxious that something is wrong or maybe we'll just never have a baby. So I think if I ease up off of all the extra TTC stuff maybe it will help calm me down a bit.
Well, there's always hope that you have a late implanter and you could still get your BFP in a couple of days. Some women have gotten BFN on 15DPO and a BFP at 18DPO, so it's still possible. Don't give up hope! You're not out until AF shows up. But if AF is one her way in a few days, I hope the next cycle is the one for you.
I think you're right to try to get rid of the stress of TTC. I definitely found that relaxing makes it easier to conceive. If temping is stressing you out, then I think it's a good idea for you to drop it. I will say as a reminder that can take perfectly healthy couples up to a year (and sometimes up to a year and a half) to conceive, so don't despair just yet. It will happen when it's meant to. I know it will. I'm on cycle 8, getting closer and closer to that year mark...And I know how hard it is when it takes so much longer than you think it should...
Every cycle before the last, we BD on ov or the days right around ov and nada. BFN. This last cycle, I managed to fall pg on a month that I wasn't supposed to TTC and we didn't BD on the "right" days...but I was so much more relaxed because I wasn't worried about temping (I still did it, but I didn't freak if I missed a temp), I wasn't worrying about when we were BDing, we just went with the flow and DH actually pulled out the day of ov because we were supposed to be preventing (I was pissed, but I got over it), so who knows what sperm made it to the egg. Unfortunately, it didn't go the way I had hoped, but it has encouraged me. It might take another 8 cycles until I see a BFP, but I know it can happen, so I'll just wait until God says the time is right.
Next TTC cycle (in Feb), the plan is to BD every other day, instead of every day around ov, to give the sperm time to rest up before the big swim. I think maybe I was draining DH too much right before ov in my mad attempt to get the sperm to meet the egg. Got to build up those reserves...and I'm going to try to relax. Easier said than done, but helpful in the long run.