Oh goodness certainly can't stay away from this thread very long! Work loves to get in my way : / Thank you ladies so much for your words of support! I actually had a dream last night that I had already taken my last HPT and that it was negative. So when I woke up I was at least relieved I didn't have to do anything fancy to just pee before I went back to sleep (I'm a glutton for the sheets, I'd never get out of bed if I didn't have to work) so I totally flushed my FMU without even thinking about it until I shook myself from sleep for good this morning. Haven't drank anything or gone potty since around 830 this morning. Trying to wait for a few hours (heard you could reproduce FMU by waiting 4 hours... DEFINITELY don't think I'm going to make it past 1030... But I'm going to try my hardest! And I'm SO thirsty!) Thank you so much for the advice and support Alandsa, Melly, Excalibur and Dahlia.
Dahlia - Hope your exams go well. I know it can be hard to live in the moments of early pregnancy, fear out weighs a lot, but I wish you a very Happy and Healthy Nine... When are you planning a Dr visit? I've read that sometimes it helps to quell the fear to get pregnancy confirmed and the first visit taken care of... I don't know though, it may not be the best idea if you're in a vulnerable state.
Melly - I was afraid of evap lines, that's exactly why I haven't used 3 am wee before (except for today of course... maybe it was a sign from nature that I should just wait...?) I can't really tell for your test, but I'm staying positive for you, regardless of all your AF symptoms. If it's any consolation, I had what I thought were a TON of pregnancy symptoms, and then the closer to AF I got they all went away. Normally my BBs are incredibly sore before AF and during my pregnancy (which ended in m/c around November) but I have actually had the soreness in my BBs completely disappear, and what normally hurts doesn't phase me at all... I'm trying to stay positive about this, thinking maybe my body just hasn't quite registered yet and is still gearing up. I really hope AF doesn't show for you! I know it can be incredibly hard to keep hope so you do whatever feels best for you, but I'm sending all the best vibes your way. Future BFPs to you!
Monkeygirl - I'm also TTC for the first time since my m/c. I wish you all the baby dust in the world. I've had irregular cycles since I started to m/c early December. Figured this was the best cycle to try on based on fertility factors being highest in the three months following a m/c. Best wishes to both of us, so sorry to hear about your loss.
Oh and thanks ladies for the discussion on EPO! I have pretty much desert style CM ALL the time, except for 4 random days this month and am always trying to find something to help ease the discomfort. If the witch casts her spell on me for the next two weeks I'm going to check it out!