Thank u all for your lovely messages,I feel worse today than yesterday,think the reality of it all has just hit me and I feel like I have been run over by a bus,no matter how many times u have been thru this u are still hit with an unbearable sadness and emptiness,I just feel so alone,
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Sarah I had been holding it all together until I read your post and then I just broke,its wot I needed,
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I collapsed and dh wanted to get the doctor for me ,I think I need to cry for a long time,am always trying to put on a brave front ,think it's due to the physical and sexual abuse I suffered as a child
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Thank u all for being here for me and I hope I haven't upset any of you lovely pregnant ladies as I love u all and wish only the best for you,I hope u don't mind me being here for a while ,I just don't have the strength to leave yet ,will try and update soon,please don't worry ,I will be ok ,
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