I don't think I can wait. With DS I was never really sure whether I had a preference for a boy or a girl, but somehow I was worried that when the baby arrived I might discover I did & I didn't want to have to reconcile any negative feelings
My dad said he never knew he wanted a boy until I was born & he found he was disappointed. Although that changed & we have a really close relationship, I would feel really guilty if I experienced that once the baby was here. I want to know so I can sort my head out & be super excited about meeting baby! I think I'm just the type of person that likes to plan ahead & it will feel more real once we know!