Laura - soooo sorry sweetie.
Life is so freaking shitty and unfair sometimes. Take all the time off TTC you need! Come and talk to us here when you're feeling down. So many of us can relate. I've been where you are just 3 weeks ago. It is a crushing experience, even worse when it's happened repeatedly.
Hope that with the help of your doc you can get to the bottom of why this has been repeating itself, but chances are also that nothing is wrong and it's just crappy luck. Sending you the most massive hug!!
@Pineberry hope you’re okay? Thinking of you!
Aww, you're so lovely for thinking of me. I'm actually doing quite okay, have pretty much finished grieving my early loss last cycle & am now actually hopeful and optimistic for this cycle and just for the future in general.
Also, feeling grateful for my body because despite the mc, I still ovulated right in time on CD13. That's absolutely not a given - body could easily have decided to skip an ovulation or delay it by ages - and I've almost teared up thinking about how amazing our bodies can be & how thankful I am it's giving me another chance to be pregnant pretty much right away.
10 DPO today and holding off on testing at least 2-3 days more. I have a hunch that I *might*, just *might* get a bfp because this cycle I have not have ANY luteal phase spotting at all so far, when usually I would've had at least one spotting episode already. Also no pre-AF cramps that would usually have appeared already. And - my uterus feels tender in the same way it did last cycle before getting my BFP!
Not trying to jinx it but hard not to take all these as good signs
hopefully the little bean sticks next time.
And how are you doing love? Where are you at in your cycle? This thread has been moving so fast and I have been so busy that it was hard to keep up with the posts!
the mind boggles x
