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So sorry Pineberry
I can definitely see squinters no doubting that but if they are real is the other question. I have seen so many vvvvfl and they become nothing but I’ll be keeping everything crossed and hoping this is it for youAfm test this morning still unclear. Thought I saw something faint right away, though don’t think my camera picked anything up. Looked at the test later and there’s a super faint pink line. Still too faint for me to say this is positive.
Only really symptoms right now are that I feel the same or similar sensations in my uterus to when I’ve been pregnant before, my sense of smell is stronger than normal, and I’m dreaming vividly every night which isn’t usual this consistent unless I’m pregnant. That being said, all of this can definitely be in my head.
Here are the photos. In the ones with two - left was yesterday’s, right is today’s. Not sure why the photos are posting sideways.
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Thank you hun, you are so sweet. I think at this point I should also update you guys here as well (already wrote everything in the Due June 2020 thread) - 4 days after my BFP, and 2 days after my first pre-natal appointment in which we had scheduled a date for our first ultrasound, I started cramping & bleeding massively (on Wednesday morning).
I knew right at that moment I was miscarrying because it went down exactly like the last time, in July. Plus with the clots, it was just very obvious from the get-go what was going on.
Ironically enough, just like last time, I miscarried on CD 28 (at exactly 4 weeks pregnant). I guess it was a chemical mc rather than a "normal" mc, since it was such early days.
Went to the doc that day who stuck an ultrasound wand into the carnage (for lack of better word...sorry, still bitter about it all) that was going on down there, and confirmed the micarriage, told me to come back in a week to check if everything healed fine. Then, if I want, I can come back in 3 months to do further tests due to the repeated MCs.
I got excited way too early, I suppose. The BFP was so strong and clear, I thought there was no way this was going to happen, felt so confident that this was it.
I am still undecided whether I want to get right back into TTC, have an ovulation coming up on 28th of October but I am just not sure. These chemicals, though I know they are common, have taken away from the magic of it all a little bit. I dont think I will be as excited about a BFP in the future...now I will always fear CD 28 lolol.
I took it really bad, Wednesday was a horrible day. I feel better now, we treated ourselves to a day of shopping today, not caring how much we spend. Who knew that new jackets, shoes and sweatshirts were so good for the soul haha. Plus, ordered an expensive pair of Tommy Hilfiger sneakers because screw it, I deserve it.
Thank you hun, you are so sweet. I think at this point I should also update you guys here as well (already wrote everything in the Due June 2020 thread) - 4 days after my BFP, and 2 days after my first pre-natal appointment in which we had scheduled a date for our first ultrasound, I started cramping & bleeding massively (on Wednesday morning).
I knew right at that moment I was miscarrying because it went down exactly like the last time, in July. Plus with the clots, it was just very obvious from the get-go what was going on.
Ironically enough, just like last time, I miscarried on CD 28 (at exactly 4 weeks pregnant). I guess it was a chemical mc rather than a "normal" mc, since it was such early days.
Went to the doc that day who stuck an ultrasound wand into the carnage (for lack of better word...sorry, still bitter about it all) that was going on down there, and confirmed the micarriage, told me to come back in a week to check if everything healed fine. Then, if I want, I can come back in 3 months to do further tests due to the repeated MCs.
I got excited way too early, I suppose. The BFP was so strong and clear, I thought there was no way this was going to happen, felt so confident that this was it.
I am still undecided whether I want to get right back into TTC, have an ovulation coming up on 28th of October but I am just not sure. These chemicals, though I know they are common, have taken away from the magic of it all a little bit. I dont think I will be as excited about a BFP in the future...now I will always fear CD 28 lolol.
I took it really bad, Wednesday was a horrible day. I feel better now, we treated ourselves to a day of shopping today, not caring how much we spend. Who knew that new jackets, shoes and sweatshirts were so good for the soul haha. Plus, ordered an expensive pair of Tommy Hilfiger sneakers because screw it, I deserve it.
Can clearly see lines!Afm test this morning still unclear. Thought I saw something faint right away, though don’t think my camera picked anything up. Looked at the test later and there’s a super faint pink line. Still too faint for me to say this is positive.
Only really symptoms right now are that I feel the same or similar sensations in my uterus to when I’ve been pregnant before, my sense of smell is stronger than normal, and I’m dreaming vividly every night which isn’t usual this consistent unless I’m pregnant. That being said, all of this can definitely be in my head.
Here are the photos. In the ones with two - left was yesterday’s, right is today’s. Not sure why the photos are posting sideways.
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Afm test this morning still unclear. Thought I saw something faint right away, though don’t think my camera picked anything up. Looked at the test later and there’s a super faint pink line. Still too faint for me to say this is positive.
Only really symptoms right now are that I feel the same or similar sensations in my uterus to when I’ve been pregnant before, my sense of smell is stronger than normal, and I’m dreaming vividly every night which isn’t usual this consistent unless I’m pregnant. That being said, all of this can definitely be in my head.
Here are the photos. In the ones with two - left was yesterday’s, right is today’s. Not sure why the photos are posting sideways.
View attachment 1070884 View attachment 1070886 View attachment 1070888
Thank you hun, you are so sweet. I think at this point I should also update you guys here as well (already wrote everything in the Due June 2020 thread) - 4 days after my BFP, and 2 days after my first pre-natal appointment in which we had scheduled a date for our first ultrasound, I started cramping & bleeding massively (on Wednesday morning).
I knew right at that moment I was miscarrying because it went down exactly like the last time, in July. Plus with the clots, it was just very obvious from the get-go what was going on.
Ironically enough, just like last time, I miscarried on CD 28 (at exactly 4 weeks pregnant). I guess it was a chemical mc rather than a "normal" mc, since it was such early days.
Went to the doc that day who stuck an ultrasound wand into the carnage (for lack of better word...sorry, still bitter about it all) that was going on down there, and confirmed the micarriage, told me to come back in a week to check if everything healed fine. Then, if I want, I can come back in 3 months to do further tests due to the repeated MCs.
I got excited way too early, I suppose. The BFP was so strong and clear, I thought there was no way this was going to happen, felt so confident that this was it.
I am still undecided whether I want to get right back into TTC, have an ovulation coming up on 28th of October but I am just not sure. These chemicals, though I know they are common, have taken away from the magic of it all a little bit. I dont think I will be as excited about a BFP in the future...now I will always fear CD 28 lolol.
I took it really bad, Wednesday was a horrible day. I feel better now, we treated ourselves to a day of shopping today, not caring how much we spend. Who knew that new jackets, shoes and sweatshirts were so good for the soul haha. Plus, ordered an expensive pair of Tommy Hilfiger sneakers because screw it, I deserve it.
Afm test this morning still unclear. Thought I saw something faint right away, though don’t think my camera picked anything up. Looked at the test later and there’s a super faint pink line. Still too faint for me to say this is positive.
Only really symptoms right now are that I feel the same or similar sensations in my uterus to when I’ve been pregnant before, my sense of smell is stronger than normal, and I’m dreaming vividly every night which isn’t usual this consistent unless I’m pregnant. That being said, all of this can definitely be in my head.
Here are the photos. In the ones with two - left was yesterday’s, right is today’s. Not sure why the photos are posting sideways.
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I’m tearing up at how supportive and great you girls are. Thank you ladies, each and every one of you.
Grateful for this community.
Whenever I decide to start TTC again (maybe this cycle, maybe next), I’m looking forward to share it all with you ladies here.
Beautiful lines Livvy. Wish you the very best!