well guys the chuffin showed up this morn so im out im so upset i just want to cry im afraid were not ttc anymore ive had enough of the heart ache and the upset everymonth at seein a BFN 18 months now of ttc i cant do it anymore its breaking my heart we may do ntnp method but im sad to say i really dont want to try anymore because of the heart ache its killing me i think someone upstairs has decided that we dont deserve another baby that wer being selfish at wanting one more well thats the way i feel well i would just like to end my message with you ladies are the best and i really do hope you get your bfp's cos you really deserve them i wish you all the luck in the world i really do fx for you all well rant over all my hopes wishes and dreams and prayers of a bfp are being sent to you ladies as i dont need them anymore all my love louise xxxxx to you all congrats to those who have got there bfp this month or next xxxxxx