Ttc #1 Positive thinking buddies, sticking together. (13 BFPs, 2 angels)

[abennion]

I caved. Tested today, got a BFN. I know its too early to test, but a girl could hope, couldn't she?

 

[magicalmom2be]

Hugz Tiny and Swimmy...

abennion -- It's a little soon, so there's still hope.

 

[Michellebelle]

It is soooo early to test! When I've gotten BFPs I didn't get them until 10 or 11 dpo. BFNs before that. Good luck!

 

[jumpingo]

just stopping in to give hugs to all of you...

when i lost babyjump, the "i'm so sorry"s actually made me so angry. i only wanted to shout back at those people, "but your 'i'm sorry's don't bring my f*cking baby back, do they?!" (i might have been *slightly* emotional and irrational) i avoid saying it but, i am sad to hear of all the unfairness in here.

hang in there, take one day at a time, and know that you are all amazing women!!! (and i am totally crying right now...)

 

[abennion]

I know it's waaay too early to test. And I knew that it would probably come back BFN because it's so early. I guess it was just me being irrational. At least now I've got it out of my system and can wait until Wednesday now. I'll be 13DPO then.

 

[Michellebelle]

I know it's waaay too early to test. And I knew that it would probably come back BFN because it's so early. I guess it was just me being irrational. At least now I've got it out of my system and can wait until Wednesday now. I'll be 13DPO then.

Hehe. I hope you get a clear BFP then! I just don't want you to be disappointed at all by not getting one yet. Fx for you!!

 

[hanrh]

Michelle, tiny and swimmy I am sending massive hugs your way. I agree with jump in that I got really fed up of all the cliche sayings after my losses however I just wanted to let you know weep are all here is you need to vent. Life can be so unfair and frustrating! Sending lots of positive thoughts to all of you and praying for your rainbows very soon ! Xx

 

[swimmyj1]

Tiny I am so sorry this just isn't fair!!! I want to just kick something for u out of anger.

I took cytotec last night to cause a mc .... I will never take that again. I have an extremely high pain tolerance but I couldn't take that again. Glad it's over though and I can just move on. Hoping it doesn't take as long for the next bfp. But now I have to convince my DH that in a few months I want to try again. I think watching me last night scared the heck out of him.

 

[abennion]

I'm so sorry swimmy, I know how excited you were for your little bean, and I'm sorry you had to go through that. Hopefully you'll get another BFP soon and your numbers will just sky rocket with that one!

Temps are dropping... Not to a point of concern, but I'm fearing I'm out again this month... Three days until we know for sure though. I'm hoping they'll just rose again and everything will be peachy and we'll be looking forward to our own bean... If not I guess we'll be on to cycle 5

 

[swimmyj1]

Tiny - how are you doing? I've been thinking about you a lot. Sending lot of hugs your way.

abennion - your not out till AF shows up hang in there girly.

Im trying to get back into the habit of temping again. Waiting to hear if we can get into see the fertility specialist on the 30th. DH really wants to throw everything we have into trying. I can't say I blame him, so here we go again. But this weekend was a lot harder on me than i thought. But maybe i just needed some more time to let go.

 

[abennion]

I'm out. Temp dropped dramatically this morning, and today is the day AF is due. This sucks. Back to the drawing board I guess.

 

[hanrh]

Swimmy I'm so sorry it was so painful for you! I took the same with my first and I was in hospital in agony for 4 days! They had to sedate me in the end as I couldn't cope! So well done you for doing it on your own! I'm so pleased your dh is really keen to try again, it's great you have support! However don't push it until you feel ready. You have been through such a lot and no one can understand how you feel but you! I have everything crossed that's your little rainbow appears very soon!!

Sorry about af showing up abbenion. It took us 7 months to get a bfp after our first loss which felt like an age so
I feel your pain! Are you trying anything different this cycle?

 

[abennion]

Not too different this month... We're going to try BDing every/every other day this cycle, and my husbands mom (we're extremely open with her about everything under the sun) recommended that maybe he go get a sperm count done. We know I ovulate every month, so that shouldn't be the problem, so we're just going to make sure he has enough swimmers and they're able to move fast enough. If they aren't were probably going to try fertility supplements. Still going to do OPKs, take prenatal vitamins and chart. I'm hoping with all of this we'll finally get our BFP

 

[swimmyj1]

abennion - its not a bad idea. to get a SA done, and there is so much they can do to help if that the issue.

Can't wait to see the specialist on the 30th. my OB today told me that she doesn't feel like just going through her will be beneficial anymore. Really hoping we can do some genetic testing and figure out what the issue is. Trying so hard for the sticky bean ugh!

 

[Michellebelle]

How is everyone doing? How was your appointment, Swimmy?

Over here, have a cold and just waiting to feel well again. My doc says I can go on fertility meds again when I have a new cycle, so I'm happy about that. I'm also getting tests done for genetic stuff and thyroid to see if either of those is a reason for my miscarriages.

 

[abennion]

It's going good over here CD12 today, should O in about 4-5 days. My temps are running a little on the high side this month. Still taking prenatal vitamins BD'ing every day up to confirmed O this month, but we've got appointments on Wednesday to get fertility testing done for both of us just to make sure it's nothing health wise holding us back from our BFP.

How is everyone else doing?

 

[Michellebelle]

It's going good over here CD12 today, should O in about 4-5 days. My temps are running a little on the high side this month. Still taking prenatal vitamins BD'ing every day up to confirmed O this month, but we've got appointments on Wednesday to get fertility testing done for both of us just to make sure it's nothing health wise holding us back from our BFP.

How is everyone else doing?

That's great to hear! Hopefully everything is great and you get your BFP this month!

 

[abennion]

Ladies, anyone see this before? My temps are higher than they usually are, and this month OPKs haven't detected a high... I'm hoping I'm just overly worrying that I might not o this month and that I'll get a solid smiley tomorrow... However I just don't know! I don't want all of this months work to be in vain!

 

[Michellebelle]

My guess is that you're still waiting to O, but will soon.

Over here, I briefly panicked this morning. I decided to take an opk to see how close I was to O, and it was stark white except for the control! After a minute, I realized I accidentally took a pregnancy test instead. Oops...

 

[abennion]

Oh dear! Well, at least it all got sorted out! Are you going to try another OPK tomorrow?

I have faint line on my OPKs right now(after I pop it out of the reader), I'm wondering if I just missed my control day and have been high all week... Maybe? I was reading somewhere last night after I posted that it might be due to the weather getting colder. Hopefully that's it. According to my last two months I'm supposed to ovulate either tomorrow or Friday, so I guess we'll just wait and see!