Thanks for all the support gals, so glad I have you all!
So I just went to the bathroom after coming home from class and there was extremely thick white discharge in my panties... like so thick it was hardly even wet it was like grainy almost. Kind of like when you make glue out of flour and water and you put too much flour... idk. Does that seem normal? Maybe it's from taking the progesterone pills?
That actually happened to me like a few days after I found out I was preggo. Just one time. I was like wth is this?!
I have since learned (ad I'm sure confetti and rose can agree) that all types of cm is normal- the mucous plug starts forming almost immediately, and constantly is shedding and regenerating its outer layers. I freaked one day cuz (TMI) I had this little goo ball glob....it was yellowish / almost orange kind of, and jelly like, when I say little, I mean a little smaller than a pencil eraser....ew.....it was stretchy as could be ....
AFM: more TMI- I literally have been unbelievably constipated. Is been happening since ovulation, to the point where I used to be "regular" and now average like every 3-4 days..
Well I just left work early, I was so nauseous, the smell if the food was too much to handle, I kept gagging and dry heaving, and nasty burps that sounded like vomit was coming were just coming out of me left and right. A guy friend of mine there (one if the few who don't know I'm pregnant, I only told a couple people but word apparently traveled to a lot of people
) well he was standing next to me up at the host stand and one of the gross puke sounding burps came out, and he said "hey, its ok, you better chew that back up and re swallow whatever just came up" lol! He's naturally Goofy, and at least that made me laugh while I wanted to die
The other hostess I was working with felt bad for me, I was pouring sweat from the nausea, and running to the bathroom every 15 minutes...she finally just asked the manager if I could go and that she could handle things by herself, bless her!
It sucks though cuz we were abnormally busy for Monday lunch, and me leaving made them more short handed. I think my manager was annoyed but he knows I'm pregnant. But this one girl that was pregnant (just had hey baby actually, we had almost the same due date from my last pregnancy) didn't really get sick while pregnant, so I feel like they think I'm making it up when I'm really not well at all....
Its annoying when people don't realize every pregnancy is different, I haven't called in yet, all I've done is left early twice, and both times someone else agreed to stay for me, so I'm not really screwing them over.
Sigh. I just wish I could take a couple weeks off or something.
Just rambling/venting.....
Im going to try and hold out until Friday, today Im 9 DPO. My bbs are super tender and Ive had cramps ever since I ovulated. Not getting my hopes up though, this happens every month so hopefully this week flys by and I can find out by the weekend if its a yes or no.
shows up soon!
for you too.
