Cysters

[Hangin_On_AGS]

If someone tells me oh now that you stopped trying this is the month your gonna get pregnant just you watch, while i'm trying to grieve through the fact that if I can't find a doctor who want to be a help it ain't gonna happen unless all the stars and dust in the galaxy aline, i'm gonna pop someone. I really am, I'm so sick of crying and i'm so sick of being told it will happen jut you wait it will happen. Thank God for my dad and my husband and you ladies who get it. everytime my mom gets on the phone with me she makes me cry worse i don't even talk to her anymore and I kinda feel bad for that, but by the time i get off the phone with my dad I can normally calm down. and everytime my hubby sees me whell up he kisses my forhead says it's ok do what you need to do holds me with his lips on my forehead and just let me go.

Cause everyone will agree sometimes you just need a good cry, and I guess i needed like a 3 day cry.

 

[dreamofabump]

If someone tells me oh now that you stopped trying this is the month your gonna get pregnant just you watch, while i'm trying to grieve through the fact that if I can't find a doctor who want to be a help it ain't gonna happen unless all the stars and dust in the galaxy aline, i'm gonna pop someone. I really am, I'm so sick of crying and i'm so sick of being told it will happen jut you wait it will happen. Thank God for my dad and my husband and you ladies who get it. everytime my mom gets on the phone with me she makes me cry worse i don't even talk to her anymore and I kinda feel bad for that, but by the time i get off the phone with my dad I can normally calm down. and everytime my hubby sees me whell up he kisses my forhead says it's ok do what you need to do holds me with his lips on my forehead and just let me go. Cause everyone will agree sometimes you just need a good cry, and I guess i needed like a 3 day cry.

bless u babe i no how u feel when i tell my friends they neva understand. most of them have kids n concieved really easy. they dont understand while its taken me so long and thenk i don have sex. im in the same boat babe cause my husband n parents understand xxxx hope u get ova ur cry babe some times u just need it x

 

[futrbabymaker]

You're right. Sometimes there's just nothing to do but cry it out. I'm sorry I get that feeling. Everyone thinks they're helping but it's just hurtful.

 

[futrbabymaker]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqfGqOx2iDQ

I dedicate this song to all of us Happy 2012 ladies. This has to be our year!

 

[dodgercpkl]

Argh! I love that song but it made me burst into tears and go on a tear of searching youtube for miscarriage songs.

 

[futrbabymaker]

Awww, sweetie I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset.

 

[dodgercpkl]

Awww, sweetie I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset.

*hugs* No worries. It was a good cry and something I needed. I do truly love that song - it's very powerful!

 

[Mrs.B.]

OMG that made me cry too!! Im such a wuss!

 

[Hangin_On_AGS]

Oh jackilyn that is such a powerful song. I cried like a little baby. Its been a bad day for us. Our last car just started on fire in the middle of the interstate. The cause of the fire a piston flew through the engine block and left about an 8 inch hole, we have no clue how we are going to get to work to buy a new car

 

[futrbabymaker]

Oh my God sweetie, something good HAS to happen for you soon. I am so sorry you are dealing with so much.

 

[Hangin_On_AGS]

Well something good Kinda did or might be I don't know, a friend of mine thinks she's pregnant and won't take her stupid butt to the doctor and asked greg and I if she was if we would take the baby, she says she'd only be like a month and a half along, We of course would love to take the baby, but she's been drinking and smoking which is really pissing me off. Why would you do that if you think your pregnant? Greg has told me while we plan on bringing a special needs child into our home he's gonna be really pissed if she hands us a special needs child due to her own choices because she didn't care if she was pregnant or not or about the baby even if she was.

On another note, I got a horse this week he's a gorgeous baby and I'm so excited to work with him but first I need to get rid of his ringworm

 

[futrbabymaker]

Awww, well I hope that if she is pregnant she quits the stupidity. That would be amazing for you. Congrats on the horse

 

[Hangin_On_AGS]

Jan 16th the day i got undiagnosed with pcos. I was told my lab work came back normal for pcos. So basically now im doing the wtf why cant i get pregnant!!!!!!!

 

[Hangin_On_AGS]

Hows everyone doing? We all hanging in there?

 

[futrbabymaker]

Wow, well I am glad you don't have pcos BUT I pray that they figure out what the problem truly is! I have some exciting news for myself. I have been taking a mixture of otc vitamins and I downgraded myself to 500 mg of metformin a day because the 1000 was making me so sick and the doctor would not help me. So, I took my own mixture of things that I had read were great for TTC AND for the FIRST time in about 5 years I am having a REAL period and REAL cramps and I am pretty sure I ovulated for the FIRST time in YEARS. I have never been this hopeful. The downside is that I should be ovulating around my birthday and if I get a BFN I will be so heartbroken. Usually I have no hope so the negative is just expected but now, I am SO hopeful, so a negative would really hurt. Either way, here is a list of what I am taking just in case any of you haven't tried. They say to take the soy for 5 days in the beginning of your cycle BUT I didn't have a clue where I was in my cycle because I never have a true af SO I just chose a random 5 days to start it lol.

Metformin- 500mg once a day
Fish Oil-1000 Mg once a day
Ultra CoQ10- 100 mg once a day
Prenatal- Once per day
Soy Isoflavones-120 mg per day (40 mg 3 times per day)
Evening Primrose Oil- 1 per day
Folic Acid- 800 mcg 1 per day (on top of what is in the prenatal)
Vitamin C- 500 mg 1 per day
Green Tea extract (with hoodia)- 315 mg 1 per day

People say that the green tea can cause the others not to work but I have not felt any issues since I started taking it. Hoodia also acts as an appetite suppressant in some cases, so that's good for me but you CAN get green tea extract without hoodia. I also have my husband on 200 mcg of Selenium per day because it's supposed to strengthen the sperm.

Sooo, I have no idea what is making my body happy but I am not stopping any of it until I get my darn BFP...

 

[momma2b88]

Hey ladies, been a while since I have posted. Sorry about that! Was very busy moving into our new house. Here is whats new here. Still no bfp, just finished my 4th round of clomid. Whn I went to the doctor to check out the size of my eggs, we found a 64 mm cyst. It has become very very painful. Going to the doctor today to see if its shrinking and what we can do if its not. Then the marriage is on the fritz right now. Has not been the best. Found some not so appropriate text messages for two married people between him and his friends wife. He told me that he was trying to build her up because her and her husband are having issues. Well the fact that he was doing that is killing me. He said well who do I come.home to. I have never cheated on you. He says now that he knows it bothers me he wont do it. I don't know ladies. How would you react and handle the situation? I made him sleep on the couch last night. Hope everyone else is doing well. Sorry for my ranting. I needed to get it off my chest!

 

[futrbabymaker]

My husband and I had a similar issue before we were married. He wasn't cheating at the time, but I picked up his phone just to move it and a new text lit up the screen from this girl telling him that he makes her feel so good about herself. Allllll hell broke loose in my house. I finally forgave him and moved past it but it took a little while to trust him again. I'm sorry hun.

 

[momma2b88]

My husband and I had a similar issue before we were married. He wasn't cheating at the time, but I picked up his phone just to move it and a new text lit up the screen from this girl telling him that he makes her feel so good about herself. Allllll hell broke loose in my house. I finally forgave him and moved past it but it took a little while to trust him again. I'm sorry hun.

I am really trying to move past it and begin to trust him again. Its very hard tho. I find myself checking his phone. Even tho he had changed his lock code, I figured it out! I keep checking it just to make sure. He does not know I know the code now. Is that horrible of me to be doing? I mean I have never had a reason to not trust him before. Now I just dont know! I am so lost. I think the stress of this is stopping AF from visiting this month again. I just need to relax! I was actually at the doctor the other day and my left ovary has a 70 mm cyst on it and my right has a 50 mm cyst. I am in LARGE amounts of pain. Not to sure what to do at this point. We are taking a break from the Clomid this month to treat the cysts. So we are doing BC. The doc thinks that if my ovarys have a rest for a month that they will be refreshed and ready to make a baby. Not to sure if I want to go through with that right now tho with the marriage being kinda insecure right now. But then I was thinking dispite the marriage issue, I still want a baby more than anything. So I just dont know! Ahhh sorry for the rant again! But Hangin_on congrats that is great news, I hope she does start being healthy. That would be an amazing gift! How is everyone else doing and how are things going? Any news or anything else that you guys are trying?? Thanks ladies for being there to listen to my rants! I really appreciate it! I dont have many outlets to let loose like this!

 

[LuluSS]

Hello,

I was wondering if I could join this group. I was just diagnosed with PCOS yesterday.

A little about me:

I am 25 and DH is 34. We have been together for almost 7 years, and have been married for 6 months. My DH has a 12 son from a previous relationship.

We started TTC on our wedding night. I am currently on my 7th cycle (so not very long). I have been using OPK's and BD'ing as much as possible. I got a positive OPK every cycle. Last month, I went to the OB/GYN due to painful menstrual cramps. I have always had them but they seemed to be getting worse. She thought I had endometriosis. I got blood work done and got a pelvic ultrasound (which came back normal). But my blood work showed that I had really high testosterone levels. I would have never guessed since I am not overweight and do not have excess facial hair, etc. She referred me to an endocrinologist, who then diagnosed me with PCOS (just yesterday!)

This cycle I decided to start temping as well to really try and pinpoint ovulation. I got a positive OPK this cycle, but my temp never spike. Leading me to believe that I never actually O'd. You can check out my chart in my signature to see how crazy my temps are.

So now I know I have PCOS, but that still doesn't explain my severe menstrual pains. So my family told me to get more opinions and see other doctor's, etc. The endo also said I should see a fertility specialist as he says normal healthy couples who are timing things right should conceive within 3 months.

Anyways, just wanted to give a quick background of my story. Good luck to all of you ladies!

 

[momma2b88]

Hello,

I was wondering if I could join this group. I was just diagnosed with PCOS yesterday.

A little about me:

I am 25 and DH is 34. We have been together for almost 7 years, and have been married for 6 months. My DH has a 12 son from a previous relationship.

We started TTC on our wedding night. I am currently on my 7th cycle (so not very long). I have been using OPK's and BD'ing as much as possible. I got a positive OPK every cycle. Last month, I went to the OB/GYN due to painful menstrual cramps. I have always had them but they seemed to be getting worse. She thought I had endometriosis. I got blood work done and got a pelvic ultrasound (which came back normal). But my blood work showed that I had really high testosterone levels. I would have never guessed since I am not overweight and do not have excess facial hair, etc. She referred me to an endocrinologist, who then diagnosed me with PCOS (just yesterday!)

This cycle I decided to start temping as well to really try and pinpoint ovulation. I got a positive OPK this cycle, but my temp never spike. Leading me to believe that I never actually O'd. You can check out my chart in my signature to see how crazy my temps are.

So now I know I have PCOS, but that still doesn't explain my severe menstrual pains. So my family told me to get more opinions and see other doctor's, etc. The endo also said I should see a fertility specialist as he says normal healthy couples who are timing things right should conceive within 3 months.

Anyways, just wanted to give a quick background of my story. Good luck to all of you ladies!

Pcos does cause extreme menstrual pain. I have to be on pain meds ever month because of it.