Dh said to me last night as we were laying down for bed, "Wow. We are really going to be parents again. I'm at a loss of words knowing a little me will be living in your tummy within the next 5 months!! Its really going to happen!" He and I are both over joyed, as you can imagine. This will be the first time DH gets to experience fatherhood from the very start, as Aiden was 3 when DH and I got together. I'm extremely excited to go through the amazing pregnancy journey with him
. I know IVF will work! I know it! Now can we just fast forward the next month so we can truly get started?! Lol
. Really, for once, I'm actually calm about TTC, overly excited but calm. I actually don't look at the wait as being a long time but that's probably because this is much more of a definite that I'll have my BFP within the next few months. The only thing I'm not quite calm about is actually getting the process started. Once I'm in the RE's office and have a better idea of timing, Ill be able to relax completely.
In the meantime, I'm going to be eating healthier than ever, drinking more water then ever, and I'm getting new prenatals today. I want to make sure my body's the best it can be for when the procedure does start.
Omg dhs Aunt was so funny when she heard we have IVF coverage. She's like his mother. But anyway, she says "Well you guys need to go immediately! Can they do it next week? Id call now and set it up for next week." LoL. She made me laugh. I WISH we could go next week and begin the retrieval! She doesn't know much about fertility treatment but hey, she can only hope right?!
She's literally just as worried as I am about the time frame. Her heart broke, along with dh & I, when we had our chemical 1 1/2yrs ago & She has been praying we get pregnant again ever since. I cant wait to tell her, and everyone else that our IVF was a success!
Also, I dont think I'm going to do the repeat HSG anymore. I am worried that it'll mess with my uterus before IVF and I def cant have that happen. I just wish I could tell other women if the enzymes at least cleared out the passage, even if more time was needed to heal adhesions and such. Maybe after we have our LO, ill go back and see if its open or not
. We decided to skip any uneeded steps so they can concentrate on our IVF only. They use the blood results to determine how much meds to give each person for a round of IVF so I do need my 7dpo b/w still but that'll be done right around the time I first meet with my RE.. It'll be perfect timing!
Incase I'm too busy taking care of my boys today, I want to say good luck to each and everyone of you!
And for all u preggo ladies, I hope ur feeling as good as can be! No more m/s aloud!!!