. Bipolar depression is my struggle, as well, and it really makes everything THAT much harder to deal with. 
I'm sorry June
My bff and I haven't really seen each other much, at all, over the last yr or so and just like you, she was my "escape from the crappiness." Now its like I have no escape and thats not helping things one bit but for some reason, things have just been "different". I hope your right and this is all just because AF is just finishing up and hopefully u feel better very soon. I get into my bipolar fogs when AF shows and for the longest time, its like I was just waiting to O and then waiting to test, over and over and over again, month after month. Its exhausting, with or without a mood disorder. :-\. I wish I could do something to make u laugh but I don't even know how to post pics on here, let alone funny ones! Lol! Many virtual hugs to you!
And TTC74, as June said, the thick creamy CM is usually produced by our bodies to create the "mucus plug" to keep bacteria and such out of your reproductive tract to protect a pregnancy, u know? That said, thick creamy cm can always be a potential good sign, even for those who usually get it, u know? It sounds to me that ur body is def preparing for a pregnancy, in the case that the egg was indeed fertilized of course. FX FX FX!! Go eggy, go!
I'm sorry June
My bff and I haven't really seen each other much, at all, over the last yr or so and just like you, she was my "escape from the crappiness." Now its like I have no escape and thats not helping things one bit but for some reason, things have just been "different". I hope your right and this is all just because AF is just finishing up and hopefully u feel better very soon. I get into my bipolar fogs when AF shows and for the longest time, its like I was just waiting to O and then waiting to test, over and over and over again, month after month. Its exhausting, with or without a mood disorder. :-\. I wish I could do something to make u laugh but I don't even know how to post pics on here, let alone funny ones! Lol! Many virtual hugs to you!
Yes, this is so hard and I also feel stuck in the cycle of AF... wait til it's over... take OPKs... BD... wait to confirm O... wait for AF. Over and over. It's hard NOT to lose the romance, too. At least for me. DH and I both work so much and are older and tired to be honest. No more doing it all the time like when we were still in our early years together. So now the sexy time is concentrated to the fertile window with an occasional "just for fun"... before ttc it was pretty seldom, tbh. Like a couple times a month. I just am not mentally energized for it most of the time. How pathetic.
Anyway, I wish I could figure out another big life goal to focus on, but with the depression and the low energy and having so many little things I have to do and practicality, I just don't have anything else except little things like going to the gym, time with friends, little fun activities... I feel like there's something more out there for me but it's out of my reach.
I get thick creamy cm every cycle, But anything unusual for you could be a great sign
I'm hoping for a better temp rise tomorrow
I'm all about that!
