well girlies, no sicky feeling again today
i told myself if i felt sicky again today after a temp rise again that i'd test tomorrow morning, but i won't now. no point in torturing myself by ogling an hpt searching for a line that isn't/won't be there.
today, i've just been VERY crampy (af style), so i don't know what to think of that. a little early for me to be getting cramps like this, but given what it's been like so far this cycle, i wouldn't put anything past my body at this point.
anyway, another exhausting day here. my 2 older girls had their final cheerleading tryouts this afternoon and neither of them made the squad, so i just finished sending an angry email to the coach to find out why. she better respond to me. nothing like venting frustration over one's own inability to "fix" things that are hurting your babies.
my second daughter, i can sort of understand...poor litttle thing, she messed up once and then totally lost concentration after that and really flubbed the dance routine. one of those moments that you just wish you could stop time for her and maybe take her place...anything so she won't have to live through it. but my oldest daughter had a near flawless routine. no reason she should not have made the squad and other girls that made it have no experience where my oldest has 3 years experience, so i'm very angry about that. and they're soooo hurt.
nothing makes you feel more helpless as a mommy as when you can't fix these kinds of things for your lo's. there's no way to shield them from this kind of heartache. i hate it.
i know all of you had several things today i wanted to comment on, but now i've drawn a bland...i do remember about the breastfeeding (tink, haven't your kiddos already seen you breastfeeding??? so it's nothing new to them anyway...) and what awesome bump pics!!! everybody's looking gorgeous!!! otherwise, i'm at a complete loss
i'm just still too wound up over the cheerleading
and my sweet baby boy is still in tryouts for football (american)...ends tomorrow. he's the youngest boy trying out and the smallest, but he's doing a GREAT job! i'm so proud of him! i don't know what i'll do if he also doesn't make it.
good grief...i'm going to have an anxiety attack just thinking about it. ok, well, i better go on to sleep lovelies. i'll try to do a better post tomorrow!