your right Phoebe lol just remember to breath.
Awww didnt notice that on my ticker lol.... bless
I remember when they induced me with Rhys they asked if id been to classes and i said no, she said 'well looks like we're having a crash course now then'
Thanks getting a bit nervous now its been 3wks since my last scan but starting to believe it be ok
Dammit i knew i'd forget something simples lol
every things gonna be ok this time x
and yes, I agree with Pops for tip no 3. Gas and air all the way x
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china!! well, honey, the soy wouldn't make you not ov if you weren't going to normally. (does that make sense?) especially when you're NOT taking it. if soy was gonna mess something up, i'm pretty sure it would do it while you're taking it. do you have any history of pcos or anything like that?? there's always the possibility that the soy really was working great for you and making sure you ov'd and you may or may not be otherwise 
i think it's good that you're still temping without the soy, b/c now you'll get an even better idea of what your body is doing on its own. however, it is totally possible that your illness has delayed your ov. i did peek at your chart, and i don't think you've ov'd yet. PLUS, you've been going through finals and all that, and ANY kind of stress can also delay ov, so you've had a double whammy this month. i wouldn't worry about it yet tho. if you look at my charts, you'll see i've had a couple of natural cycles (maybe one of them was with the soy too) where i didn't ov until around cd 20-21. but i do that a few times a year. i'll be really regular (27-29 days) and then just out of the blue have a 32-34 day cycle whatever you do, keep temping and keep 
the temping is the only way you'll be able to determine for sure if you did ov and when. so just try to relax and take it as it comes. with your lovely celebratory/relaxing wkend coming up, i'd be shocked if you don't ov by the weekend. unfortunately, we can't rush our ov's along, but the more you stress about it, the more likely it is to be delayed. so try to just take one day at a time sweetie. i know easier said than done. but in the meantime, just keep jumpin' your dh's bones and go have a couple of drinks for me...man, i'm DYING to go dancing in a club!!!!!!!! i'm soooooo jealouuuussssss!!! i hope you have a fantastic time sweetie!!
i told myself if i felt sicky again today after a temp rise again that i'd test tomorrow morning, but i won't now. no point in torturing myself by ogling an hpt searching for a line that isn't/won't be there. 
today, i've just been VERY crampy (af style), so i don't know what to think of that. a little early for me to be getting cramps like this, but given what it's been like so far this cycle, i wouldn't put anything past my body at this point. 
my second daughter, i can sort of understand...poor litttle thing, she messed up once and then totally lost concentration after that and really flubbed the dance routine. one of those moments that you just wish you could stop time for her and maybe take her place...anything so she won't have to live through it. but my oldest daughter had a near flawless routine. no reason she should not have made the squad and other girls that made it have no experience where my oldest has 3 years experience, so i'm very angry about that. and they're soooo hurt. 
nothing makes you feel more helpless as a mommy as when you can't fix these kinds of things for your lo's. there's no way to shield them from this kind of heartache. i hate it. 
i'm just still too wound up over the cheerleading and my sweet baby boy is still in tryouts for football (american)...ends tomorrow. he's the youngest boy trying out and the smallest, but he's doing a GREAT job! i'm so proud of him! i don't know what i'll do if he also doesn't make it. good grief...i'm going to have an anxiety attack just thinking about it. ok, well, i better go on to sleep lovelies. i'll try to do a better post tomorrow!
x x Yes they obviously witnessed the breastfeeding years ago, although its only the eldest who actually remembers (the 12 year old) My youngest is 7 and a half, so its been a long while. His siblings at the time were aged 18 months, 3 and 5. its quite strongly worded x
Tink i couldnt stop thinking about u and ur situ, and the more i thought about it the more inflamed i got. Told my OH and he couldnt believe it either, i ended up ranting at him about it too
and i said if he had said anything like that to me, he would end up having a sex change . But thats not the issue so i apologise for that. I know he hasnt read ur email as yet, but maybe once he has u could also show him the thread u started in 3rd tri too. I really hope u can both sort this out with minimum hassles, as rowing is always so hard too. My heart and thought are with on this and stand ur ground hun. Failing that i could round up a posse of hormonal preggo women to come and see him lol. Big hugs hunnys xxxx
