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Congratulations to all the BFPs
AFM bleeding has been heavy and terrible cramping even now at cd3. Lots of clots and still have the terrible cough, coughing so much nearly throwing up.
Still worrying about my extra short cycle. And so scared it’s gonna a be a common thing. I guess if it is then I will be leaving you all because I know I can’t have a rainbow baby with a cycle that short.
I am hopeful it’s just because of being really unwell just like when I had covid in July AF showed at 11dpo just like this time. I definitely haven’t and don’t have covid have tested a few times for it and negative but this has been a very horrible cold/flu virus and will be 2 weeks of having it tomorrow.
I’m still unsure if I want to try this cycle and thinking of waiting until December, I’m just so done with seeing endless BFNs , but at the same time I fear leaving a cycle or two out wouldn’t be wise at my age because what if I miss my only chance. Oh I don’t know.
I’ve kind of told myself I probably will not ever have another baby and yes that’s very hard to except, but realistically at nearly 43 I know it’s probably unlikely I will get my rainbow. I do think the miscarriage was my last chance. It is what it is but I’m not young and supper fertile like I once was.
Gosh I used to joke I only had too look at my husband and I’d be pregnant, But since hitting 40 it’s been hard. I’m so blessed I got my son in the end after so many chemical/miscarriages. And then 11th cycle I got that BFP.
But I think now I’m so close to 43 it’s just not going to happen.
I will try for a bit longer but I’ll be honest I don’t think I can keep going on like this.
As much as I love seeing others get there BFPs I just feel sad I don’t have mine and probably won’t ever get one.
me and hubby are so blessed with our 4 children so maybe I should just suck it up and move on.
sorry to rant but just feeling so utterly fed up.
@PinkCupcakes im so so sorry if my post offends you love. Reading your posts and when you wrote to @mrskaty about her being so lucky to get a BFP. It really made me think.
I’m lucky I’ve had BFPs and I should just expect I’m too old now.
My heart goes out to you love so much.
I’m still holding out hope your BFP is coming love. I want it for you so so badly.
I am always rooting for you so so much and you have been in my prayers lovey.
@Holly82
I’m taking the exact same coq10 as you. I started them last cycle and I had way way more ewcm around ovulation. like so much. More than I had in ages now.
I am also taking Galatanised Maca again which is what I started taking in November 2020 after experiencing a 4th chemical miscarriage in the space of 7 months.
I then fell with my son on cycle 11 and he is now just over a year old.
we have been trying for 9 cycles now and I had another chemical/miscarriage in April and a miscarriage in June.
So I stared the maca and Coq10 In the hope they would help me get my rainbow baby.
They both need 90 days to really get into the system which is strange because back in 2020 I started the maca on 1st November and on the 20th Jan I got a very faint BFP at 10dpo. I wasn’t taking maca with the chemical and miscarriage I had this year. So I really hope it helps again and the coq10 too.
I’ve heard so much good stuff about coq10 on here I just had to try it.
I only take one tablet a day as there 600mg. There so teeny and cute lol.
I hope they work for us both love. Sorry to write you a book. Just had to reach out to you.
Anyone want me to start the November group? Just thinking of those that the
got.
I don’t really know if I’ll be trying yet but will see how I feel when AF is gone and near ovulation. I ovulated on cd11 last cycle so be interesting to see if I ovulate early again.
I’m thinking this illness may make it delayed.
Who knows.
Anyway I don’t mind starting the November group at all.
Let me know ladies.
and was just wondering be honest. But what you would you ladies do in my situation.
43 a week b4 Xmas.
Would you carry on trying and just keep hoping or would you give up.
Also would you hold of trying for a cycle or 2 or would you not want to risk leaving it incase you miss your one and only chance?
Please be honest ladies. I don’t have anyone else to ask.
All Dh says is it will happen. It will happen
AFM bleeding has been heavy and terrible cramping even now at cd3. Lots of clots and still have the terrible cough, coughing so much nearly throwing up.
Still worrying about my extra short cycle. And so scared it’s gonna a be a common thing. I guess if it is then I will be leaving you all because I know I can’t have a rainbow baby with a cycle that short.
I am hopeful it’s just because of being really unwell just like when I had covid in July AF showed at 11dpo just like this time. I definitely haven’t and don’t have covid have tested a few times for it and negative but this has been a very horrible cold/flu virus and will be 2 weeks of having it tomorrow.
I’m still unsure if I want to try this cycle and thinking of waiting until December, I’m just so done with seeing endless BFNs , but at the same time I fear leaving a cycle or two out wouldn’t be wise at my age because what if I miss my only chance. Oh I don’t know.
I’ve kind of told myself I probably will not ever have another baby and yes that’s very hard to except, but realistically at nearly 43 I know it’s probably unlikely I will get my rainbow. I do think the miscarriage was my last chance. It is what it is but I’m not young and supper fertile like I once was.
Gosh I used to joke I only had too look at my husband and I’d be pregnant, But since hitting 40 it’s been hard. I’m so blessed I got my son in the end after so many chemical/miscarriages. And then 11th cycle I got that BFP.
But I think now I’m so close to 43 it’s just not going to happen.
I will try for a bit longer but I’ll be honest I don’t think I can keep going on like this.
As much as I love seeing others get there BFPs I just feel sad I don’t have mine and probably won’t ever get one.
me and hubby are so blessed with our 4 children so maybe I should just suck it up and move on.
sorry to rant but just feeling so utterly fed up.
@PinkCupcakes im so so sorry if my post offends you love. Reading your posts and when you wrote to @mrskaty about her being so lucky to get a BFP. It really made me think.
I’m lucky I’ve had BFPs and I should just expect I’m too old now.
My heart goes out to you love so much.
I’m still holding out hope your BFP is coming love. I want it for you so so badly.
I am always rooting for you so so much and you have been in my prayers lovey.
@Holly82
I’m taking the exact same coq10 as you. I started them last cycle and I had way way more ewcm around ovulation. like so much. More than I had in ages now.
I am also taking Galatanised Maca again which is what I started taking in November 2020 after experiencing a 4th chemical miscarriage in the space of 7 months.
I then fell with my son on cycle 11 and he is now just over a year old.
we have been trying for 9 cycles now and I had another chemical/miscarriage in April and a miscarriage in June.
So I stared the maca and Coq10 In the hope they would help me get my rainbow baby.
They both need 90 days to really get into the system which is strange because back in 2020 I started the maca on 1st November and on the 20th Jan I got a very faint BFP at 10dpo. I wasn’t taking maca with the chemical and miscarriage I had this year. So I really hope it helps again and the coq10 too.
I’ve heard so much good stuff about coq10 on here I just had to try it.
I only take one tablet a day as there 600mg. There so teeny and cute lol.
I hope they work for us both love. Sorry to write you a book. Just had to reach out to you.
Anyone want me to start the November group? Just thinking of those that the
got.I don’t really know if I’ll be trying yet but will see how I feel when AF is gone and near ovulation. I ovulated on cd11 last cycle so be interesting to see if I ovulate early again.
I’m thinking this illness may make it delayed.
Who knows.
Anyway I don’t mind starting the November group at all.
Let me know ladies.
and was just wondering be honest. But what you would you ladies do in my situation.
43 a week b4 Xmas.
Would you carry on trying and just keep hoping or would you give up.
Also would you hold of trying for a cycle or 2 or would you not want to risk leaving it incase you miss your one and only chance?
Please be honest ladies. I don’t have anyone else to ask.
All Dh says is it will happen. It will happen
I’m happy you have gotten BFP in the past! And If you want more kids I’m sure it’ll happen!
