MrsLJO - i'm so excited for you to start testing!!
today has been difficult .. I found out the my cousin who is expecting (accidentally) is having TWINS! I feel awful how much it bothers me. I want to be happy and excited for her. It's just so hard..all of the women on here would do anything for a baby and so many people out there are just getting pregnant when they don't want to be. ugh..
Trying to stay positive and look on the upside, if I do get pregnant it will be great to have kids the same age that can be as close as we were growing up, but I just feel so discouraged. I was feeling so positive and now I'm convinced it didn't work. Such a roller coaster of emotions from one minute to the next..