just got back from midwife appointment, she said bleeding sounded ok, she did an exam with the speculum and peeked in and didnt see the real bright red blood just the mucusy orange kind which is mostly what im getting when wiping now so all is ok apparently. She said just bloody show. How gross right? Anywayy she offered to check cervix although i was doubting it seeing as i was just checked monday night and the triage nurses said i was "barely a fingertip" and cervix still felt long. When she checked today i didnt have to sit on my fists (for like the first time everrr) and she said 2cm, 80% effaced. She asked about the contractions and said she expects we will be back in later today to be admitted. She offered to let us go walk around and check me again in 2 hours to see if they could just admit me right away, but I declined because I would rather be uncomfortable at home than uncomfortable in a hospital. She suggested I call in when contractions are 4 min apart, 1 min long, lasting 1 hour. My problem with that is.. what if I have that occurring but they are not like terrible pains? I didnt ever imagine being admitted to hospital until pains were really bad. So, I am home and I am... waiting.
OH and i took a 2 mile walk when we got home, and then I sent him off to work. I'm a little nervous about deciding when to go to hospital, because i will first have to call midwife and get the OK, then i will have to call OH and tell him to come home (which will take an hour for him to arrive) THEN we have to leave for hospital (which is an hour drive). I just couldnt make him stay home from work during all this waiting, he is scheduled to work 11am-9pm today and I know first babies can really take their time. Early labor can last a whole day sometimes!
So anyway, my contractions are 5-7 min apart, 1 min long, lasting 1 minute, but what if they reach 4 min apart and are still not horrible pains? They hurt now but nothing near what I'm imagining is to come I guess?