Morning sweeties
I can't be on long as have to get ready for work. But I wanted to pop on for a mo...
Pc, those tests are looking promising sweetie!!
I hope this is it for you hun!!
Laura, I agree with the others...sounds like a pinched nerve...probably the baby laying funny but nothing serious. Just try to get him to move like your mom has said
Babyd, I tend to lean toward what laura said, but that's the counselor in me. Ive had several screaming episodes myself over the past couple of weeks
with everything we've been going through. I'm sure the neighbors are totally convinced I'm mental now as well.
you just never know what somebody is going through. Granted though, we always want the baby safe first too.
Anyway, cd2 here. The cramps are practically unbearable and I'm still feeling very raw emotionally. My 10dpo FRER looks like pc's first FRER. A quick glance it looks neg but if you look closely you can just barely see a ghost of a line. But I looked last night at the FRER I took on mon and there is a DEFINITE line there. I looked at it at 3 mins, thought it was "bfn"... I was so devastated I put it away and didn't look at it again. I didn't test at all for an entire week between my beta and the FRER this past Monday so I believe it was a chemical and I caught the tail end of it on Monday.
even dh can see the line, no problem. It brings a new dimension of sadness to this whole process, but also a tiny bit of hope. It's supposedly better to miscarry or have a chemical with ivf than a straight bfn, b/c it means your body will allow implantation. Better chance for success at some point. I don't know when I'll be able to stop grieving. I'm just so sad. Dh and I are trying to figure out what to do but we probably won't be able to make a decision until we meet with the doc again. Not til the 24th. That's so far away.